Friday, June 15, 2007

the martian is back....

the man that i love to hate and hate to love is back again...
just when i have made up my mind to shut him out of my life... he'd come back with the vengeance ... yes, he is back to being the kind of person that i have learned to love....

he is so unfair.... he knows just what buttons to push...
he's calling the shots in a very subtle, unassuming and incredibly genius way of manipulating a person....

i love him for being the brilliant, sweet, understanding, insightful and sensitive person that he is... but i know that he is not my cup of tea...
probably someday....
when he's older...
when he's more mature...
when he has grown tired of "exploring"....
when he is almost done with his "life's checklist"....

i'll never stop being his friend. because we both know that we love doing and talking about almost the same things... i'll always be here for him but i won't wait....
things that are meant to happen will happen... we'll live life and see it from different corners of the room... we'll see what happens when it happens...

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