riding the roller coaster (again)

some days are definitely better than others... just when you thought that you've seen it all... a surprise comes in very unexpected packages...
i guess that's the benefit of just living your life to the fullest. you aim for a lot of good things to come into your life and yet you don't get crushed if you don't get it...
the little pockets of surprises are just bonuses that add a little spring to your stride....
it makes my heart jump whenever i realize that i was missed....
it certainly takes a lot of courage to get up and admit it to himself and to me...

but this time, no more expectations, but a little more helping of caution would do me a lot of good.