in the line of work that i have, it's not uncommon that i get to meet a lot of new faces in a day... And sometimes, just when you thought that you're through with the mating game... life serves you an unexpected pitch. i met this person a few weeks ago... never made that much of an impact on my life after that first meeting. But as fate would have it, he crept slowly under my skin. And before I knew it, im vulnerable once again...i hate being in this state of mind... everything just hangs on the tip of the scale. i thought that i'd outgrown this, but i was all too wrong....
i hate being excited about the littlelest things, being sad about something so meaningless, waiting for something that usually will not get a minute of my attention...
Friday, April 18, 2008
Sunday, April 13, 2008
Office colleauges suck....
i hate to admit it... but that's the sad truth... most of the time, people act out as if on cue, as if there's a certain script that they have to say, or a certain role that they have to portray... everyone should be able to master the same beat, otherwise, he'd be a total outcast....
people from the office would then start to pick out his peculiarities and faults...
i hate the fact that wherever you turn, you'd have an in-your-face encounter of bitchin' and dissin' of everyone from the top to the bottom of the corporate "sh!t"... oops, i meant ladder...
people you see hovering by the water fountain a few minutes ago would be bashing at each other once they part ways and each join a separate group...
at this point, i think you would not be surprised to find out that i have more than once suffered the scrutiny, the back-biting and the malicious rumors...
i can't blame them... in fact, i probably have committed the same crime myself....
but, despite all that ugliness, i still find at least one solid thing that i love about my office...
i found genuine friends....
people who i know what im worth and what im not, where i can bare my ugliest deed and not be afraid of being judged or misjudged, where i can bitch and rant and fester and before i know it.... they're already bitchin' the same people with me...
i would like to think that we'd still have this special connection.. this special kind of friendship even when the time comes that we'd have to part ways... we'd have totally different offices.... we'd diss about totaly different people....
people from the office would then start to pick out his peculiarities and faults...
i hate the fact that wherever you turn, you'd have an in-your-face encounter of bitchin' and dissin' of everyone from the top to the bottom of the corporate "sh!t"... oops, i meant ladder...
people you see hovering by the water fountain a few minutes ago would be bashing at each other once they part ways and each join a separate group...
at this point, i think you would not be surprised to find out that i have more than once suffered the scrutiny, the back-biting and the malicious rumors...
i can't blame them... in fact, i probably have committed the same crime myself....
but, despite all that ugliness, i still find at least one solid thing that i love about my office...
i found genuine friends....
people who i know what im worth and what im not, where i can bare my ugliest deed and not be afraid of being judged or misjudged, where i can bitch and rant and fester and before i know it.... they're already bitchin' the same people with me...
i would like to think that we'd still have this special connection.. this special kind of friendship even when the time comes that we'd have to part ways... we'd have totally different offices.... we'd diss about totaly different people....
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