I guess this is it. I've been dreading this
day for months. Bec in the back of my mind, i kinda knew that you'd rather hurt me than her. I blame nobody.
Thank you for being with me last year. I think you were handpicked for me. And He couldn't have chosen a better person to get me out of that hole. But then, being with you in this situation is like coming out of one and going in another.
I love you. Please dont ever doubt that. I fought for you, for us. Last nov, i couldn't even imagine how i'd get through the holidays. That was one of lowest points in my life. I got scarred with what I had to endure. And I did that for us. But i just cant go through that again. Sana maintindihan mo.
Saying goodbye to you is so hard. It still brings me physical pain. If it were up to me, I would still wait for you to fix your life until next month. But you don't want that. So i have no choice but to accept our fate.
I hope i see the day where i wont have to cry myself to sleep. And stop becoming catatonic. And start picking up my life again.
I shouldn't have loved you this much in the first place bec you belong to someone else. But no regrets.
I never called anybody Mahal, until you...
Take care of yourself. And her.
I love you
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