Saturday, June 13, 2009

butterflies in my stomach v.2

something happened...

something i didn't see coming... an idea i do not even allow to my thoughts to toy with even in my weakest moments..

it's not that i do not like it. just that i dont know if i can go through this, if i am even born with the ability to see this through....

too many virtuous and moral teachings pumped into my little useless head...

cant figure out if the emotion that im feeling is excitement or dread. this is definetely a step up from the usual thing that i have been doing..

im not complaining. just dont know if this is something that im prepared to deal with right now...

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