how can one tell if your down on the last bend in the road???
i know myself all too well. i have the determination of a horse. knows only one goal and one goal alone. i can run only on one side of the track should i chose to have that decision. yes, there is no stopping me once i have decided on one thing...
but really, at this point in my life. weariness is slowly getting the best of me.
being verbally abused and taken for granted is taking its toll on me. sometimes, even not being given the right to cry and feel bad is enough to break even the toughest of all. i get tired too. i fumble also. and yes, i also get hurt....
i get weak all too often in the past months. trying my utmost to cling on to something....
a spark of hope. a reassuring smile. a pat on the back. a thumbs up sign. a happy thought....
anything.
anything would help at this point in time.
if someone took my hands and decided to drag me elsewhere, i probably would be too weak to struggle or fight it.
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