and I should be finishing my presentation for tomorrow.... yet i'm not.
after spending too much time on the phone with the people i love the most, i am back to this silent corner.
thinking.speculating. being uptight over and over again (for the past hour or so...)
this limbo is killing me.
slowly dampening the excitement that i have for life...
maybe. i should really just retreat
maybe I'm not built for this kind of sh*t
too much of a good girl. too boring.
im a few steps from retreating. to the safe zone.
where i can slowly find my way to get back up on my feet again.
because in reality, im just forcing myself to be in fighting form.
I guess i just have to admit that everything that can happen anytime soon is premature...
