it is done....

finally, the truth right between my eyes...
in no way will i be able to miss it... or act as if i missed it...
all the lies finally coming together to make the story whole.
in this case the end, DID justify the means...


i couldnt wrap my head around the truth
how someone would heartlessly manipulate another's person's feelings. in this case, mine.
how someone could push all the right buttons, say the right words, project the right emotions to get the best of me.
i guess it's a toss up between pride, pompousness or just pure vanity.
how someone could totally have no regard to other people's feelings.