Saturday, January 3, 2009

in the middle of the night...


sometimes, you stop and think... and i mean really think...
is there ever really a way of knowing if the person snoring right beside you, was the one you're meant to spend the rest of your days with???
so many quarrels and misunderstandings have come and gone.. and you're dying to know...
when can you really say that you've reached the end of the road?

i have often used the century-old excuse of the binding power of matrimony, and the altruistic path of raising children having both parents...

happiness have always been an elusive guest in my life. sometimes, just stopping by for a minute... coming in just to have coffee... but almost never staying for a couple of days...

i have always been visited by his cousin, hope and it's sister patience... they usually stay for quite a while... sometimes, they move in with me to stay quite longer than they do with other people. don't get me wrong, but i love those two dearly...

sometimes, i get bolder than usual and invite Freedom to come live with me... no such luck, though...

he just sent me a message through our common friend Anticipation, saying "someday, i'll finally reside with you... when the time is right... when the innocent will not get hurt.."

i hold on to that promise...

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